Michael will be home in one week!! Im having a bunch of emotions running thru me with Michael coming home and it being so close. And I feel bad for feeling this way... Dont get me wrong I cant wait to see him but part of me is dreading it. My body does not look anything like it used to, in fact I have never been heavier. Granted he knows I had baby but I feel I should look lighter or something after it being 8 weeks, well 9 when he is home not be looking like I did when he left which was just six days after having her. I feel like Im roll upon roll, and even down there isnt flat and tight (the skin lol) like it used to be. Ahh I hate feeling this way!!